It's a lot of pressure..

Sometimes i felt like giving up cause a lot of pressures are coming in. That is also one part of me telling myself not to give up, encouraging me that i can do it. It's tough and this is the world I am living in, the background i came from. I feel very frustrated at times. Now, i'm leaving everything to God. Teach me Lord what should i do. Let me do it for your glory.

Trembling now...

This is not the first time i'm playing guitar for night worship.. But now i am shaking and i do not know why. :( Sigh. Guess i still need a lot of practice and hard work . :) HOpe i won't mess up the worship tonight. If I do, I'm sorry Fei Wong.. :)

Which one is better?? Before of after??

Before

After

Before

After

Afraid..

I've been very afraid after that incident. Always worrying that an explosion will happen anytime. Being a big sister, a good girlfriend, a friend , a student and a good daughter is not an easy task. A lot of conflicts are going on in my life makes me just wanna hide myself in one corner and avoid seeing people sometimes. This feeling keeps on growing in me. Every time i pray, this feeling will be gone but only for a while. After that it came back again. It's kind of frustrating for me. Life is full with a lot of conflicts, the key is how we handle it and i suck in handling conflicts. Every thing i do, i have to think about everyone else first whether will i hurt their feelings or will i make them feel uncomfortable. I have to be careful every time. this is why i cannot get rid of my fear. Furthermore, i am a timid person and this make things worse. I do not know what to do now. God, please tell me what to do. T.T

Joke of the day.. From my bio teacher...

This is a conversation between a British lady and an Arabian man.

The lady : Hello, may i know who is speaking?
The man : I am Ahmad al- Ranjit.
The lady : Sex?
The man : Three to five times a week.
The lady : No, no, no.. I mean male or female.
The man : Male, female and sometimes camel.
The lady : Holy cow!
The man : Yeah, cows, donkeys and horses.
The lady : Isn't that too hostile?
The man : Cow style, horse style, any style la.
The lady : Oh dear...
The man : Dear cannot cause they run too fast.

This is the joke i heard from our bio teacher. Hahaha...