I know what Family means...

I will be leaving soon.. I am impressed by my family.. All of them showed me what LOVE is all about. I really appreciate what they do for me. Each of them contributed something to me so that my journey in Australia will be smooth.. I thank them from the bottom of my heart to the core of it..

I felt that I am loved by them and they really care about me. I have a big family and through this I can see that I am not invisible. I am a somebody to them. I knew this all along but after recent incidents, I began to feel the unfailing love displayed by them. I really thank God for such a wonderful and lovely family..

Sometimes I Just WANNA BE BAD!!!!

I have met people with extreme behavior. They get mad and you and at the same time making you feel super guilty. The funniest thing is you do not think that you did anything wrong and yet you are given this kind of 'treatment'. One thing I learn, life isn't fair. I have been searching for justice all this why and everytime i just FAILED.

There are times i wish i can just fight back, revenge and break all the rules God has set for us. But, i just cannot. I have been bound by all this laws and I know if i return an eye for an eye, this circulation will continue on. Temptations begin to creep in slowly, one step at a time, I have been ignoring them but who knows some day I might give in to temptations. I hope that day won't come when I failed.

Patience is easier said than done. I am not a very patient person and I will try to fight till the end if I know I am not in the wrong. I am always very competative. I am eager to win a fight everytime. My patience now hangs by a thread. Currently, i am struggling with this and I hope I can win this battle by enduring and praying.

Again, I need your prayer. I cannot do this alone. I am sure that God will not give me situations that I cannot endure. I hope that I will not fail Him again.

~the end~

23 days and counting...

A THANK YOU to Katan for REMINDING me that i have 23 days left in Malaysia. No doubt.. I am going to miss everybody here.. I know you all will miss me too.. :D Anyway, life outside my comfort zone will be like a tropical jungle in the Amazon, filled with deadly creatures that walk, crawl and fly. I will have to be on my 100% attention in order to avoid traps and dangers.

Can you all remember me in your prayer that God will protect Shireen, Dwayne and I while we are in Australia? We certainly need your prayer. Thank you.

I will try my best to send you all updates as frequent as possible. :D

By the way, I will be leaving on the 18th of february while Shireen will be flying off on the 20th of February. If you all are free, do come and send us off. We will be more than happy if you guys turn up.

My new hair cut to face this new world.. :D

I am going to be a COUCH POTATO!!!

Since i graduated from high school, I have been staying at home all day. Sitting at the sofa watching tv, go online and having my meals is my daily routine. The worst part is, i am putting on weight before I going to Australia. I think by the time I come back to Malaysia, nobody will recognise me anymore as I will look twice as heavy as I am now.

There's one thing good about staying at home. I can spend some time to myself and with my family. Before the holidays, i was buzy doing things, running here and there, rushing all the time and I bearly have time to give a call or drop a message to Kar Wai. I neglected my family too. During this period of time, I focused on building stronger relationships with my friends and family. Thank God, everything is smooth and enjoyable.

Leaving Malaysia is going to be hard. I will miss everything and everyone that makes my life worth living. I am really thankful for a bunch of friends and family that have made me who I am today. I hope that I won't dissapoint them and continue to grow in their absence..

My Love Story...

A day before camp, I experienced something extraordinary.. I felt that I am loved :)
I had a car accident just in front of the church compound.. At that moment, I was terrified. My mind went blank and I can't think properly. Luckily, there are some church members came out to have a look after hearing the loud clash.. Then, more friends and their families came out and helped me. It's by God's grace that He 'assigned' people to help me when I was helpless.. Things get sorted out pretty quickly.. :D

When I came back from China, this thought struck me. Why on earth will this accidents happen just before i turn into church compound? Then i began to think.. I was shocked by the answer i get. Before that, i was so caught up with the camp preparations and sometimes i felt frustrated working with people and being busy all the time. Sorry if this sounds emotional, I feel out of place sometimes. I felt that God is trying to show me that there are still people who cares about me, there are people that are willing to stand by me and help me along the way. Thank you Daddy!!! This incident will be a reminder for me in future reminding me that God loves me and so do the people around me.. :D

Now, I am sure i will drive extra carefully when i am on the road. :D

COME COME COME!!

ELIM CAFE IS OPEN TOMORROW AT 11.00am till 3.30pm..

Drop by and check out on the food!!

The food is safe and mouth-watering!!! (guaranteed)


From PIC,

Kevin Koon and Bernice Ong

To the ONE most high....

This is my 100th post and decided to write this post for God. I want to share it with those who read this blog about how great this God, this father, this friend of mine is. He is truly the Alpha and Omega, the Saviour, the Healer, the Sovereign King and the most important things is the one who loves me..

Anytime when I am in trouble, He is there to help me. He is just one prayer away from me. It is more efficient than the 911 hotline. I've tried praying to Him once when I am lost in the middle of nowhere. To my surprise, God answered my prayer in just less than 24 hours. I have never seen such immediate change of a person in my life!! Only He alone possess the power to do that.. He is the one the wipe my tears away when I am hurt. There will always be people around me, be it friends or relatives to comfort me. With just a simple prayer, nightmares are turned into the sweetest dreams one can ever imagine, turns bitter medicine to sweet and tasty honeys..

This is how GREAT my God is!!! I just want show my appreciation to Him by writing this post. Thank you God for everything that you have done out of Your love for me!!

I love you my Heavenly Father!!