Thursday, November 12, 2009

Exam's Near.. :(

SPM is just around the corner but I don't think I am nervous about it yet. All eyes are on my results and sometimes it indirectly pressures me. Although people says : sometimes stress is good.. But to me.. it depends. I hope that I can manage to make my parents proud of my results , probably because I don't want them to scold me.. :D

Well, to all Form 5s who are taking SPM ,

GOOD LUCK!! ALL THE BEST IN SPM!!
LET OUR PENS AND PENCILS BE OUR SWORDS AND SHIELDS
GOD WILL BE OUR COMMANDER!!
WE CAN WIN THIS WAR FOR GOD!!
:D GANBATEH EVERYONE!!!
SEE YOU ALL AT THE FRONTLINE OF THE BATTLEFIELD!!!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

The song for all Form Fives!!!

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This song is entitled Step Forth by Wild Chimpz...

Friday, October 30, 2009

WIld Chipmz Rockxx!!!!


I LOVE WILD CHIMPZZ!!!!!

We completed our performance yesterday and it was a great one!!! I think we did bring the house down!! Haha.. I am glad that God is with us throughout the performance.. Prayer works!! Bonds have been built up because of this performance and I learnt a lot from being a member of a band...
Believe me, what i learnt is nor from our textbooks.. I would like to thank all of my friends who helped us getting the instruments set up, setting up the PA systems and Uncles, Aunties and teachers that helped us!!! Mucho Gracias!! We appreciate your help very much... I would like to thank all our supporters that sreamed and cheered for us.. THANK YOU!!!!!

This will be our last performance in high school.. T.T but it leaves behind memories that will stay in my mind forever.. :D

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Be content..

THINGS THAT I HAVE :
1. God
2. Food to eat/drink
3. Shelter
4. Clothes to wear
5. A fully equipped body to do work
6. Family to love
7. Friends to care for
8. Money to spend
9. Love to share
10. Soul mate
11. the ability to learn
12. the ability to play musical instruments
13. The ability to love others
14. Enemies to love
15. Gospel to share
16. Every single breath that God gives me
17. Every single need God provided me
18. Toys
etc....

I own a lot of things. Thank you God.. I have to learn to be content and try not to covet. :) Contentment brings joy and happiness.. At the same time, we should always look forward and try to improve ourselves. Instead of wanting more from others, why not we try to give out some? No harm done right? Therefore, we should learn not to develop the feeling of wanting more from others and starts giving others some..

:) this is what i learnt from last week Sunday School's lesson that i wish to share it with you all...

Monday, October 12, 2009

SPM is riding on a bullet train to reach me!!!

There are still 36 days before SPM (if Janice counted correctly). 36 days is not long and neither it is short. Till now I've been indulging myself with card games (monopoly) , board games (chess), the internet and also chit-chatting with my friends. I have lost the urgency to revise every chapter or to do as many exercises as I can. All i want is to PLAY!! I know this is kind of bad and mom will be chasing after me after she saw this post.

I do not know why. Every time after my trial exams (UPSR, PMR and SPM). I lost the mood to study. For me to pick up the book again and start reading is quite hard. This time round, I have to whip myself like how the trainers whip their horses so that I can get back on track with my studies. Only when exam is approaching, the rate of me facing temptations increases (weird but it is supported by solid experiments :D) .. At the eve or exam, TV programs seemed more interesting and outdoor activities seemed excited. What a joke this is !!! It is also during this time that i became more prayerful and having a consistent quiet time. :( I am sorry Lord..

Sigh.. Therefore, from now onwards I have to worked hard!! So that I can get flying colours in my exam and make God, not to forget my family and friends, to be proud of me! Before I can achieve something, I need to pay it with my hard work... Success comes at a price!!! ( a high price- fuh.. expensive) .

~the end~

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The two little twin cousins of mine..


JJ

JC



Together they are JC and JJ


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They know how to spread out their arms to balance themselves and guess what, they are only two years old. They love driving their parents up the wall, making ugly faces and trying out new things such as licking guitar strings, wearing adult shoes and trying to slide down a slide with their body facing the sky. Haha.. They are sooo cute and I love them!!

Careless Mistakes keep on bugging me.. arrgghh

Why am I so careless?? How come I can't never complete a paper without any careless mistakes and flawless. Sigh.. I was wondering whether it is in one of my gene. Haha. If it was not because of the mistakes I have made I would have scored quite well for my Modern Mathematics paper. I feel like crawling underneath a rock and die!! Haha. Hope I will do better in my Additional Mathematics paper. If not, I will be skinned alive!!

Now, I'm starting to feel the pressure originated from my mother. I never liked it when she compared me to my friends especially when they score better than me. But i had no choice, I have to tell her how well they did and if they did better than me, she starts to nag me : " Girl, you always watch TV, that's why you cannot do well." or "Girl, what were you thinking when you are sitting for the papers?" and on and on and on.. She never see how well I did in my other papers. I've actually improved in a lot of subjects for this trial exam. She never give me a pat on the shoulder and tell me that : " Good job girl, you've improved! ".. It creates a lot of invisible burdens in my life. Well, I do not blame her for that cause her parents, my grandparents never did that either. Next time when I have my own offspring, I know what am I supposed to do.

I have to work harder now so that i won't disappoint them. Pressure is good if it is treated in a right way. Right?? Fuh.. Have to work like a donkey from now on!! Haha.. Knowing that I have my friends with me (thanks to Kian Aun) , i guess i will learn to handle this is in a PRECIOUS way.. May the Lord be with me as i move into another chapter of my life.. :)