A tough week for me!!

This week is indeed the toughest week of the year for me. I faced relationships problems, family problems and study problems. It's really tough for me. Mom keep asking me questions that i do not want to or don't know how to answer. It made me kind of frustrated and lost. i know my trial is coming but i just cannot concentrate on my studies.I guess this is the time God want to mould me into the shape He planned for me. Therefore, i have to be strong to face any rainstorms in my life, be prepared to face any unwanted circumstances. God, please help me to go through it and I know you will not give me anything beyond what i can bear.

Yesterday, my teacher said something that struck me. She said : When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. This is very true in our life and i began to understand this phrase more . Life is not always a bed of roses, it has its ups and downs, just like a roller coaster.

Now prayer is very important to me. It's prayer that keeps me going , it's prayer that cheer me up in my times of my worries.

So, to all who read this post, i hope you guys can remember me in your prayer. Thank you.

Wedding Day's Photo!!

Canteen Day's Photo!!!

My New Song : Daddy Loves You

Everyday when you turn on the TV,
You will see many sad faces tearing in pain,
I don't know about you,
I know I'm afraid.
There's a deep sorrow in my heart,
That doesn't seem to heal.

Then,
I heard this sweet voice in my head that says

Don't be afraid my dear,
Daddy has got you by my side,
Don't be afraid my dear,
Daddy will keep you save and warm.
You're the diamond in my heart,
I will not let you go,
Daddy loves you no matter what,
Even though all the things you loved..
Is gone.

Thank you!!!

I love it!! i just love it!! Thank you to everyone who sang me birthday songs, ate birthday cakes with me, gave me presents, prepare birthday surprises for me, wish me Happy Birthday!! I really appreciate that from the bottom of my heart to the core of it. I was indeed very touched!! A big thank you to my dad for trying to give me an unforgettable birthday present. Although it failed, but i still wanna say I LOVE YOU DADDY!!! I am lucky to be in a group of people who cared for m, loved me with all their hearts. T.T.. I will leave with a heavy heart for sure!! The one thing i regret is.. I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURES OF THOSE PRECIOUS MOMENTS.. Haiz.. What a waste!! But, it's OK cause i have already capture all the beautiful moments in my minds and i don't think i

I'm also happy that i get to play the guitar during night worship. It was my first time playing guitar during worship sessions and some more it is on my birthday!! Yeah!! It was a very good experience for me.. Got to be in a band with Ling, Chow, Vivien and Kian Aun.. It's God grace that we can play and worship together. Amen!

Thank You Everyone!!!!!! *touched*

I love today!!!

Thank you Lord once again for such a fun and memorable day!! This is my last birthday with you guys.. I really love it!! No doubt!! Hope you all have lots of fun too..

I Love today Because :
1. The time that we spent together
2. The people who is willing to come
3. The presents i received
4. The cake
5. The surprise
6. My gang
7. Lord the Almighty
8. My parents
9. The ones I love
10. The shirts we bought

I JUST LOVE THIS DAY!!! *screams*

Cool TIme..

On August 7 , 2009
> At 12hr 34 minutes and 56 seconds on the 7th of August this year, the time
> and date will be
> 12:34:56 07/08/09
>
> 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9
> This will never happen in your life again??
> Amaze your friends..... be the first 2 tell them.

Oh man.. It's so hard to believe..

I cannot believe my dad said that!! I was wondering since when he threw away those typical Chinese thinking??? He was very open-minded. He invited Koon to stay over at my house so that he can help me take care of my house while my mom and dad are not at home. My jaw dropped when i heard that.

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Below are the conversation me and my dad had :

Dad : When is your birthday?
Ber : This coming Saturday.
Dad : Really?? I will not be here.
Ber : Yupe. How can you forget my birthday?
Dad : You better ask Koon to come over and stay so that he can take care of you and your
brothers.
Ber : Are you serious dad??
Dad : Of course.
Ber : Since when you become so open-minded?
Dad : Nothing geh. Go and ask him to come and stay.

~end~

That's what happened.. And then at night, my cousin brother called and asked for my help during his wedding. I have to miss canteen day for his wedding. T.T.. But i think it is worth it.. :)
He asked koon to go to his wedding as well!! I was scared that time cause all my relatives are going to be there. If Koon goes, it will be like introducing him to my family. My cousin brother is willing to give him a place during the dinner. But i was scared and it ended up koon not going. Pheww.. It was a close one..

I love my gang...

Me

Koon and I

JBS

Animal Kingdom

Me and my bro

I like this pic cause my dad don't like his pictures to be taken..

EY

I'm sorry if i have ever did anything to you all. It's found being with you guys an now i have to official gang - JBS and also the Animal gang (screams)..

This post is specially for you all as this is the 70th post of my blog.

Firstly, I would like to say sorry to Chow and Vivien because I suddenly said i wanna join the performance after i quit. That time maybe i was too angry and i don't have the moos to perform anymore. But after the ' talk' :) , i felt better and i felt like i wanna join back the team. I'm so sorry. Can you all forgive me ( Cute Face). Haha.

I also wanna thank Jan for being my counselor and also Ooi, Chow, Ling, Anjoe an Vivien. Thank you for being my friends and being there with me twenty-four- seven.. I love you guys a lot. I really thank God that He provided me with friends and situations that i can learnt to become a better person. I love you Lord!

I also wanna thank Kar Wai for comforting me while i was sad and be there with me when i cry. Love you alot too.

Last but not least, i wanna thank the Lord for giving me two famillies, one is my real family another one is EY. Mom and Dad worked very hard to send me to Australia to further my studies. Although i always fight with my brothers but sometimes i found out that they actually cared for me and obey me when mom and dad are not around. Love them too..

As for all the EYers, thank you all for your care for me.. It's has been and it will be a pleasure having you all as my family . You guys lighten up my days, gave me wings to be who i am.

I once said to God that if He take me to heaven now, i would not have any regrets as i have already owned everything that i wanted. :)

~end~