Sometimes I Just WANNA BE BAD!!!!

I have met people with extreme behavior. They get mad and you and at the same time making you feel super guilty. The funniest thing is you do not think that you did anything wrong and yet you are given this kind of 'treatment'. One thing I learn, life isn't fair. I have been searching for justice all this why and everytime i just FAILED.

There are times i wish i can just fight back, revenge and break all the rules God has set for us. But, i just cannot. I have been bound by all this laws and I know if i return an eye for an eye, this circulation will continue on. Temptations begin to creep in slowly, one step at a time, I have been ignoring them but who knows some day I might give in to temptations. I hope that day won't come when I failed.

Patience is easier said than done. I am not a very patient person and I will try to fight till the end if I know I am not in the wrong. I am always very competative. I am eager to win a fight everytime. My patience now hangs by a thread. Currently, i am struggling with this and I hope I can win this battle by enduring and praying.

Again, I need your prayer. I cannot do this alone. I am sure that God will not give me situations that I cannot endure. I hope that I will not fail Him again.

~the end~

23 days and counting...

A THANK YOU to Katan for REMINDING me that i have 23 days left in Malaysia. No doubt.. I am going to miss everybody here.. I know you all will miss me too.. :D Anyway, life outside my comfort zone will be like a tropical jungle in the Amazon, filled with deadly creatures that walk, crawl and fly. I will have to be on my 100% attention in order to avoid traps and dangers.

Can you all remember me in your prayer that God will protect Shireen, Dwayne and I while we are in Australia? We certainly need your prayer. Thank you.

I will try my best to send you all updates as frequent as possible. :D

By the way, I will be leaving on the 18th of february while Shireen will be flying off on the 20th of February. If you all are free, do come and send us off. We will be more than happy if you guys turn up.

My new hair cut to face this new world.. :D

I am going to be a COUCH POTATO!!!

Since i graduated from high school, I have been staying at home all day. Sitting at the sofa watching tv, go online and having my meals is my daily routine. The worst part is, i am putting on weight before I going to Australia. I think by the time I come back to Malaysia, nobody will recognise me anymore as I will look twice as heavy as I am now.

There's one thing good about staying at home. I can spend some time to myself and with my family. Before the holidays, i was buzy doing things, running here and there, rushing all the time and I bearly have time to give a call or drop a message to Kar Wai. I neglected my family too. During this period of time, I focused on building stronger relationships with my friends and family. Thank God, everything is smooth and enjoyable.

Leaving Malaysia is going to be hard. I will miss everything and everyone that makes my life worth living. I am really thankful for a bunch of friends and family that have made me who I am today. I hope that I won't dissapoint them and continue to grow in their absence..