An UNexpected Invitation..

Today, during BM lesson, our BM teacher said something which makes me very touched and surprised. She invited us to her house during Hari Raya.When i heard it, my jaws almost drop off from my face. I cannot believe that she is inviting 4S8 to her house. Through her, we know that we are the only class she is inviting. This is the first time a teacher invites the whole class, 42 of us to her house. During her lessons, many of my friends did not listen to her, some doing their own stuffs, some are sleeping an some are happily talking. In other words we are pretty naughty when she teaches. But, she still invites us to her house. She says that we are the best class she has taught in AMC. I began to wonder what other class is doing while she is teaching, perhaps they talk like nobody's business or flying papermade aeroplane.

She gave us her address and from there we know that she lives near lost world. From my house to her house is quite far , so i'm worried about my transportation and so do my friends. Our teacher know what we are facing and she offered to fetch us from GIANT to her house. Note:She fetch us some more! It is sooo unbelievable.This teacher of mine is very kind and patient.

99% of 4S8's students are Chinese and Ayu is the only Malay girl in my class. Therefore, she is inviting 41 Chinese to her house. To me, it's very unbelievable. Maybe to some of you who read my blog this situation is nothing. But to me, it's a BIG thing. I really appreciate what this teacher did and i think she will give us 'angpau' or maybe 'green packets' .

Thank You, Pn. Nor Farhana!!!

I lost my money...

I lost my pocket money for a week just the day my mother gave it to me. As she is going to Macau for a week so she gave me the money first. Without choice, i have to bring the money to school yesterday. We are having a rangers' meeting in school. Our agenda for that day is playing station games. I left my bag outside my school hall n then i went for my games. After sometime i began to feel that i should guard my purse and not letting it depart from my sight. Therefore, i put it inside my friends bag and carried it to every stations. After my meeting is over, i took my purse from my friend's bag and i walked happily without knowing that my money was gone to church. After i took my bath, Shireen, Amelia, Jonathan and i went to Salim to have our lunch. There, i realised that 2/3 of my money i gone and it is quite a big sum. Shireen and I went back to church to look for it but no sign of i. Then she accompanied me back to school to search for it. Again, we failed. I began to flash back where did i go or what i have been doing. We searched everywhere that i 've been through. I was so frustrated and sad that time. I called and asked my brother to look for the money at home. But, he did not manage to find it.

There are two possibilities why my money is missing:
1) Someone took it but he/she feels guilty about ti n left 1/3 of the amount in my purse
2) I dropped it somewhere when i took my purse out

Till now, my mother do not know what's happening. She went to Macau this morning so i guess i have to be very very thrifty this week. I also should be thankful that my I.C. is still there an my purse is not gone as that purse means a lot to me. Well, now I am ok with it already as my friend told me to take that as an experience so that next time i can handle money with care.

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Exam is just AROUND THE CORNER!!!

What can I do? I have only 3 weeks left before my final exam. This time round, we will be tested on many chapters. As i take up 11 subjects, i need to study all of them within 3 weeks. Besides studying, i need to do a lot of homework (especially katan's add maths homework) and also my secretary work. Being a secretary for the societies is hard for me. I need to do a lot of paperwork and teachers always ask me to o a lot of extra stuffs.

Until now, i still cannot understand what my chemistry teacher is teaching. Probably because when she is teaching, i feel like sleeping. I think it is because I sit way too far from her and sometimes i don't know what she is talking about as she is too soft. I guess i have too work harder to read from other reference books or ask my friend to lend a hand. Besides chemistry, i also faced problems with the other two science subjects that i am taking which is biology and physics. I understand what my teacher is teaching in class or in tuition class, but when the question came to me, i still cannot answer. Haiz..

HELP!!!

I'm afraid that i will get bad results as my parents will start to cut off my activities at school and church. Therefore, no matter what happened, i need to work hard on my studies and seek God for help.

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JBSS forever !!!

(This was posted on the 8th of July in my old blog. I moved it here)

In case you all are wondering, JBSS stands for Janice, Bernice, Shireen and Sabrina. JBSS is our gang name. We created this since we are in Form 1.

Last Friday me and gang had a gathering after Teachers and Parent’s Day. Our main purpose is to communicate with each other and know what’s happening to each one of us lately. As Sabrina is not in our class, so she is the 1st one to start. She told us a lot of things and i found out that she is a very obedient girl. She always spent time with her mother and help her to do houseworks. I was very touched by her actions. She is one of the most thoughtful person that i have ever known.

The next to share is Shireen Chow.I have known her since I am in Standard 1. Lately, she is very busy with her homework and her librarian stuffs as she is the head of librarians for 2009. She is a very hardworking and trustworthy person. That’s why almost every club and society that she joined, she will be nominated to be the chairlady of the club. 3 of us really look up to her as our learning model.

Janice’s shared about her school life. She said she did not do very well in her midyear exam. She says she is going to work hard for year end test so that she won’t her parents down.

As for me, i shared about my relationships with my friends. I am not good in making new friends. But once i know them…i can even tell them grandfather’s story the whole day. I am the kind of girl that needs time to understand others berfore i can joke and chat with them. Therefore, i am going to work on my communication skills and try to make new friends on my own without the help of my gang.

I love my gang very much….
Hope that we are best friends in our entire life..
No matter where I am,
You guys will be my best friends forever and ever !!!
JBSS Forever !!!

One incident that happened in school...

Today, an incident happened in school during BM lesson. I don't agree with what my friends did to our BM teacher.
Let me briefly introduce our BM teacher. Her name is Cik Nur Farhana. She is quite short, with a dark complexion. To me. she looks like a 13-14 year-old girl. As she is a teacher in training so she don't have any experience. This is way some of my classmates like to bully her. My classmates do not listen to her when she is teaching, they even sleep in front of her. As our teacher is a very very very patient teacher, she did not scold or do anything to them. She kept quiet.
But, today is different. She asked my friend to read a portion of the syair by singing it out like how to Malays used to. But my friend refused to sing and she said all kind of things to get her out of the situation. No matter what , my friend refused to sing as she was trying to rebel. Her gang helped her by teaching her how. I tried to asked her to do as the teacher said so. But she don't want to do it also.
At last, my teacher said if my friend won't sing, she will not continue our lesson. Then, all my friends asked her to sing. She refused again. At last, my teacher stop teaching and my friend just sat down happily. That time, I'm really angry. Why she want to do that? Can't she just follow the teacher's instruction? I'm speechless that time. I tried to ask my teacher's permission to let me sing instead of her but my teacher insisted that she want my classmate to sing. In the end, when the bell rings,my teacher walked away and went to the staff room.
I really do not understand why my friends would do this, can't they just do what the teachers asked them to?

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Say Halo To My New Life

Many things have been changed lately, some is good and some is bad. I need to learn to adapt myself to some new environments. I am already in Form 4 this year, just 1 and a 1/2 years before my SPM. Until now, i still have a little problem with my studies. Luckily, i can still handle it. Maybe i just need to work harder and do more exercises. So, that means less Tv-watching time, less chit-chatting with friends and so on. OH MAN....
Luckily, i have three best friends and some other friends here to support an give me guidance. Without them, i think i have already flung my exam. Just want to use this opportunity to say THANK YOU..

There are still some good things happening around. I have more freedom from my parents. They allow me to go cyber(with church friends or best friends only). They even allow me to go for a mission trip by the end of the year without them by my side. But, sometimes i still hope that I am a little kid so that I can rely on them. Humans need to grow up. Therefore, i need to learn to be independent if not i really will be like a frog in the well when i go somewhere else to further my studies.

I was baptized this year too. I'm very glad that i'm part of God's family now and my family is very happy with the decision i make.

I am the secret keeper too. This is because many people's secrets are in my hands but i won't tell others except someone who really need to know.

That's all that I can write for now.

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This is my new blog

Halo everyone. My previos blog( the one in friendster), i'm not using it anymore because many people cannot leave thier comments there. Therefore, i changed to blogspot. Thanks for viewing it