Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Ber is stressed out...

They say student's life is very easy... but i do not agree with that...

Lately, i've been feeling stressed out with what I am doing right now. The teachers put high hopes on this year's blue house marching team. I guess that's because this is her last year being the head teacher of blue house. She is a perfectionist. It makes life harder for me. Luckily, my assistant is very helpful. Although I am a leader, but i cannot make my own decision. I am afraid that my decision is wrong and it will lead the whole marching team to their doom. It's very hard for me to become a leader as i'm not that kind of material. I'm not like chow, I cannot lead and i have to ask my junior whether am i right or wrong. I feel a bit useless in being a leader...

P/S: Keep me in prayer. Thank You.

3 comments:

katan said...

Trust your instinct and believe in what God has given you. God appoints the leaders (in this case you) and God does not make mistakes. If you think He did (make a mistake in appointing you), well you go tell Him.

You did a great job during the prom and I have seen ur 'leadership' skills, though unpolished, its still there...

[s]ue[s]hyan said...

bernice ong..
if u say u're useless being a leader..
den wat m i??
im so much worse den u..
i can't even teach them da simple basic thing..
n oso cannot make decision..
im not like chow..vivien or anjoe..

shi said...

Yo ber n ling...
act u al did quite wel al tis while..it's jz lack of confidence...n s wat katan said..continue blif in HIM..n im sure He has his own plan!!
Let's GAMBATEH!!!